I think I have finally figured out my "purpose" for men in life. For some I am their ego booster, meaning when it is good for them they'll not discourage my liking them but when it isn't they'll be rude and cold shoulder me. jabg For others I am the carrot to be dangled in front of the woman they really wants nose. dnfc The last group are the ones that see me as the permanent "gal pal". The Gal they can hang with, who likes cars, football, soccer and more. apjggtss
Maybe my Dad was right, I do act too masculine. However ,though I may like lots of "guy" things I wear a ton of pink. I wear skirts all the time in the summer. I have an unmistakeably unavoidably prominent chest. I wear make-up, like to cook, love my kitty, love bright colors and find Tom Brady, Matt Damon and George Clooney highly attractive!!! YUM!!! Maybe I just have really bad luck. If that's the case, 27 years of bad luck does not bode well for the future. :-/ :-)
Soo....maybe it's the guys who are the problem not me. Maybe they are the ones who can't handle the idea that a girl can be a girl and still love "guy" things. Maybe they are the ones that can't see a good thing when it is staring them in the face. Oh well, what to do. I won't change me (to a point, I do know that everyone has things they need to work on) to make a guy happy.
oh well not going to dwell on it too much but just needed to put it down on "paper".
